Sunday, May 04, 2008

Is my home still safe?

I'm proud to be a Malaysian. Whenever I talk to some foreigners, I'll proudly tell them that I'm from Malaysia and I actually spend some time telling them about Malaysia if they know nuts about my country.

But sadly on the 2nd of May 2008, my house got broke in. Though the financial losses that we have suffered weren't really that much (thank God that no one got hurt), I would still want to question the country, how can a country grow when the basic needs of citizens like security are not being fulfilled?

Resident associations are being set up around residential areas, acting as a body for the residents of that area to come together to discuss issues or just bring people together. And I really wanna thank them for having the initiative to set up the security department as I seriously think that it really helps in reducing crimes, if properly managed. And the association is trying really hard to encourage residents to sign up for the programme. However, how can you convince the residents to sign up when there aren't any obvious results; snatch thieves are still hiding at every corner, burglars are still moving around, observing the movements of all the residents, car thieves wandering around, hunting for the right car? Well I'm not convinced to sign up, that's for sure...

What makes me really angry and worried is that the incident actually happened in the morning, at about 8.30am. How can these things happen when there are people walking around? My family members have made sure that they have locked all the gates and yet every thing happened within the hour when everyone was out... What a good way to start off the day man...

To make things worse, one of our neighbour's house got broke-in a day before us. Another neighbour's car got broke-in as well on the same day. This is ridiculous, and hilarious at the same time! So many cases within 2 days! So will the police do anything? My experiences on this made me really doubt so...

To the fucking asshole who broke into my house: If you are reading this, good then! Do make sure you fully utilise all the stuff that you got from my house. Because if you are not, do come and look for me with everything that you have gotten from my house. I'll make sure that I'll shove all these stuff right into your ass! I really believe in karma, what goes around comes around. What happened to my family members will come to you very soon, I mean really really soon. The financial losses, the psychological disturbs that you have created among my family members, and the time that they have spent cleaning up the mess that you have created. I hope that you'll get caught by the police soon (if the police is efficient enough), and end up donating all the stuff that you have gotten to the charity organisations. Be careful when you drive out, be careful when you are at home, anywhere! Though we don't know who you are, but God knows as He is watching you 24/7... (I'm trying to control myself now. If you were to hurt any of my family members, I'll make sure that you'll get cursed even further!) However, there is one thing about you that deserves a praise from me, you are really good at opening locks ya! You can actually do it in less than an hour's time! That's really impressive! Why can't you apply your lock-opening skills to something more useful? Like joining the police force or army and protect the citizens? I will really salute you if you do that...

To the country: I'm getting more and more upset and I'm not sure whether I'll go back. It's getting more and more dangerous for people to live in. So instead of promoting Malaysia as the best second-home for expats, please, I beg you, the government, do something to it. You guys can work on this. Learn from other countries which are doing well on this, like Singapore! I would say that the country is safe, and expats like this country!

Malaysia really have the potential to grow, as the country has all the talents and is rich in natural resources. So, do something before all the talents leave the country... Make this country a better place to stay!

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Monday, April 28, 2008

My very final exams

*Swimming in the sea of notes, so much so that I can't find a hole and breathe... Oxygen tank please!*

Ah... Thai is over! I would say that the paper in general was quite ok. There were a few questions that really made me think and think and think, but still couldn't figure out the answers.. haha! But anyway, it's over! I'm quite happy with the paper and hope that I can score!

:P

Tomorrow's paper will be the horrendous one, Mathematical Economics. I didn't know what motivated me to take this module, but ya, there's no point for me to run away now. Still struggling! Ya, no additional comment... *sweat*

Wednesday. Public Finance. This module is actually quite interesting, but the lecturer's normal behaviour is that she'll stuff the students with a lot of theories and readings till a certain extent that you feel like throwing all the notes back to her! So now I'm pretty confused with the graphs (which looks very similar to each other) and I can't seem to finish everything... And I have sort of forgotten those which I have studied previously. There are just way too many things to remember... Oh ya, the best part was that while I was going through some of the notes a few days ago, I just realised that one of the graphs were wrong and when I attempted to correct it, I didn't manage to explain the graph! *sweat sweat* Pray for me man...

Friday. Introduction to E-Commerce. Well I didn't really put in a lot of effort on this module. Please show mercy to me, or else I'll fully utilise my S/U uption! Wahahahahaha! But still I hope I can score lah...

Wednesday. Management and organisation. This is the only business module that I'm taking this semester. The thing that impacted me the most was my group project mates. They are just an awesome and incredible bunch of people! I never look forward to group project meetings, except this one... Thanks guys!

And after that, I'm gonna go all out and will be on unstoppable mode because I will be graduated by then! Provided that I pass all my modules this semester... wahahahaha!

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Thursday, April 24, 2008

Ready, Steady, Go!

Exam's coming in a few days time and as usual, I still have tonnes of notes to go through... haha!

But anyway, all the best to everyone who (are / will be) having exams!

My very final days in NUS! :P

Can I have a nice ending to my uni life? *praying hard*

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Standing up...

For the past three days, I have been quite disappointed with quite a lot of issues... At first I thought I was strong enough and was still able to handle with all these negative issues, until the news I received on Monday. Everything just seems not right and yup, I nearly exploded on that day itself.

I didn't manage to concentrate on my Thai oral test on Tuesday and as a result, I believe I did pretty badly. I hope the ?aacaans are lenient enough and will not penalise me that seriously on the mistakes that I have made..

I guess some of you might have seen my personal message on MSN that I described myself as a puffer fish. And I think now is the time for me to change my personal message from " A puffer fish that needs to be alone now" to " A puffer fish that is starting to release the extra 'air'... " I have been wasting a lot of time these few days, constantly giving myself excuses on not to study, wondering around doing nothing, and now, I'm feeling really bad.

My very final exams are coming soon and it's time for me to move on. I'm not saying that I'm now happy with everything and have forgotten every single thing. But in reality, time is telling me that it's time to wake up. It's time for me to move on. It's time for me to prioritise the things that I have to do. It's time to study. It's time to go all out and do whatever I can do.

Thanks very much to all of you who have talked to me. Thanks very much to all of you who have cheered me up. And I know I'm not alone.

I'm standing up...

Thai writing test tomorrow...

No time to waste...


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Monday, April 14, 2008

Breakdowns...

If you have attended the Landmark Forum, you will remind me that experiencing a breakdown can be looked as an opportunity for me to create new possibilities. I know, but I need time to overcome this...

Yes, as the title suggests, I just received a shocking news that really made me feel so disappointed... Sometimes I really wonder, why things tend to come together at a very wrong time? My exams are coming soon and I'm worried for it because I realised that I don't have enough time to finish everything. And with all these nonsense topping on top of my studies, I can feel that my heart is thumping faster than usual, I can't think straight, I can't concentrate on my studies now, and I really feel like exploding!!!

Thai oral test is tomorrow and I'm not confident at all. I have not really practiced with my dear partner because he's just too busy with his FYP.

I really want to concentrate. I really want to concentrate. I really want to concentrate. I really want to concentrate. I really want to concentrate.

I know I can bear with all these issues. I know I can! Please give me all the strengths that I need in order to get through this period...

For those people who stumbled upon this entry intentionally or unintentionally: I just need a place for me to write...

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

I'm just way too lazy to write... But I've decided to post something, just to resurrect my blog from death... :P

Things are not going as smooth as what I've thought it would be... And at times I really don't know what do I have to do or what should be done...

But still, life goes on and I'm coping with all these, I hope...

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

NUS bidding

Bidding for modules will end tomorrow, and I still need to bid for 2 more modules!

I'm damn freaking worried now... Many thanks to those who spoils the market and make the bidding points for the modules that I want to take such high...

I'm damn freaking worried now... I don't want to extend for one more semester because of this! And I SHALL NOT!